Monday, January 30, 2012

Love and fears.

Love the way you lie *but DT hate liars okeh :p

On the first page of our story
the future seemed so bright
then this thing turned out so evil
I don’t know why I’m still surprised
even angels have their wicked schemes
and you take that to new extremes
but you’ll always be my hero
even though you’ve lost your mind

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
but that’s all right because I like the way it hurts
just gonna stand there and hear me cry
but that’s all right because I love the way you lie

Now there’s gravel in our voices
glass is shattered from the fight
in this tug of war, you’ll always win
even when I’m right ‘cause you feed me fables from your hand
with violent words and empty threats
and it’s sick that all these battles
are what keeps me satisfied

So maybe I’m a masochist
I try to run but I don’t wanna ever leave
til the walls are goin’ up
in smoke with all our memories

This morning, you wake, a sunray hits your face
smeared makeup as we lay in the wake of destruction
hush baby, speak softly, tell me I’ll be sorry
that you pushed me into the coffee table last night
so I can push you off me
try and touch me so I can scream at you not to touch me
run out the room and I’ll follow you like a lost puppy
baby, without you, I’m nothing, I’m so lost, hug me
then tell me how ugly I am, but that you’ll always love me
then after that, shove me, in the aftermath of the
destructive path that we’re on,

two psychopaths but we
know that no matter how many knives we put in each other’s backs
that we’ll have each other’s backs, ’cause we’re that lucky
together, we move mountains, let’s not make mountains out of molehills,
you hit me twice, yeah, but who’s countin’?
I may have hit you three times, I’m startin’ to lose count
but together, we’ll live forever, we found the youth fountain
our love is crazy, we’re nuts, but I refused counsellin’
this house is too huge, if you move out I’ll burn all two thousand
square feet of it to the ground, ain’t shit you can do about it
with you I’m in my f-ckin’ mind, without you, I’m out it

A st0ry to tell ab0ut this s0ng:

Some relationships really are crazy... I'm in one right now. Didn't know this version of the song exsisted. Went on youtube n it came up at the perfect time. Sometimes when you love someone too much you only see the good. But when treated too bad for so long, you finally realize that its not you, you tried... Things will not change. When you finally realize that your "hero" is not reall your hero... And look at everything you go through and everything you put up with... At some point, at least for me, you realize that its not you with any problem more than the blindness that really loving someone causes. Then you grow up and reality hits... Yeah, he really is just evil and there is nothing you can do that will really change that. (hhyeahok, 2011).

People are insane. Like someone mentioned earlier that the song is an eye opener for people who think it's love, that it isn' can u be in love when u get hurt all the time both physically and mentally.this song is mocking everyone who is in a abusive relationship and still finding the word "love" as an excuse to not leave each other. Get hit once and u'll keep getting treated the way u deserve coz u brought it on yourself. (anonymous, 2012).

Yes, he's my hero.  But that only on the first page of our story.  Every little lie that he told me.  I take it with a 'meaningful' smile that only I can understand.  I smile,..I'll keep smiling no matter what,.just because of this kinda relationship..An eternal relationship.
I keep on trying,i keep on waiting, I keep being patience.  And yeah, I pretend dumb for this
It sucks!
Until the day come.  A day when I have the guts to leave him with his lies (Isla,2012).

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